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It has been 2 years my university didn't have training for the reserve army cadets..and we dont get our elauns since then ( not included me)..why no training? well mainly  because this defense university (UPNM)  dont have trainer or reserve army officer yet..the 1st intake and 2nd intake is just an experiment to make UPNM as a university..i know all of u might confuse what the hell im talking..let me explain..before UPNM become defense university it was an academy called ATMA..means Malaysian defense academy..so to upgrade this academy to a university, they must have civilian students.... so to make the university not to look like other public university (means with full of discipline and well organized) the admin bring out the rule that all civilian students must go through for reserve army officer training to graduate from UPNM...they only brought up the rules but there is no organization for the reserve cadets and the admins main priority is the regular army cadets because  everything is the same like ATMA, it just that  they changed the name to university..sometimes we felt like foreigners in our own university, only 68 reserve cadet has gone through their training in another university, im 1 of them..i felt lucky  because now 3rd year in my university im among the seniors..but my other friends in my class or in my batch still the juniors because they never had training before...so after struggle for 2 years now we back in action..we have our own trainer, our own officers and we can get elauns too..yesterday was my 1st training and i was having flu and cough together..it really embarased me..i felt so like chicken...i wanted to do all my physical training, running but yesterday i couldnt run since my nose was blocked by the flu..the only wrong step i took is i didnt tell my trainer that i cnt run, so while running i stopped half way and tell my trainer i couldnt run..he shouted at me..."you so weak cadet..cant even run for 1 round of the field and you are a senior".i felt so shame..but i dont care its a part of the training.. being scold and embarrassed by our officers..that evening we have marching class... my friend and i taught the juniors the basic of marchings..the gals are so soft..in marchings u must be like a proud officers with your body straight, hands swing properly and walk according to the command given...but these gals have no spirits..i know most of the people dont like marching...but i love marching..i enjoyed my training yesterday but that night my flu and  cough got worst..today morning i couldnt wake up..my nose is blocked and im shivering..i wanna go for training but i think its useless if i go there and just watching other people doing training..but i felt bad too because today we will have map reading class..i still not good at map reading..so i decided not to go and have good rest in my room..i just woke up and need to take medicine, before that...need to eat something..so i ordered fried rice and while waiting for my food i write this...now my rice is ready..after that i want to drink caugh medicine and take flu tablet..im going to sleep till night..hope i will get well before tomorow..im not going to skip my class just like i did today...so have a nice day..god bless you..